kevin程式初學

Today is a tough day for me. I literarily felt depressed all day. And I can't do anything, because I have trouble focusing on my project.

Not all because of my mood, I think my project's difficulty is also the main reason why I felt so depressed. This time our progress is to finish the topic modeling program.

Not really finish it, but at least we need to make some function. I think I do it today. But I always want to do more. I think it's because I always expect myself can do more.

And become more professional. But imagine and reality is always different. This is why I always feel sad and depressed. However, at least I'm still constantly making progress.

So I think I still can say I proud of myself.

And the other things which I'm worried about, it's my relationship with my girlfriend, Izzy.

And all the problem are totally on me. Because I feel insecure sometimes, even she have already introduced her family and her friends to me. But sometimes I still feel afraid that 

I will lose her. And I know if I always think about this, this will really come true. But I can't control it. It's my biggest weakness, negative thought. I wanna be a positive person.

But in fact, my heart is so dark. Negative control me all the time. Sometimes I really hope someone can help me, but that's kind of show my weakness to people. And I don't want to do it.

Even show it to my girlfriend. So help me, please. Cheer up, Kevin. This is the only thing you need to learn by yourself!!!!

This exquisitely talented dancer.

Blessed to have you around to inspire and entertain the world.

When you have the purpose, you have more power than you were born with. Use your time wisely and pursue your goals with passion.

From the glamorous stage to the behind the scenes interview.

It's an honor and pleasure to represent/elevate dance to the next level.Cheers to new beginnings and fruitful roads ahead. Respect all, Fear None.